Feb. 12th, 2005

P.164

Feb. 12th, 2005 12:13 am
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Longish...
"It came to me as I listened that I didn't want to be anywhere else in the world at that moment, that what I was feeling at that moment justified all I had been through, because all I had been through was my being there. Conchis had spoken of meeting his future, of feeling his life balanced on a fulcrum, when he first came to Bournai. I was experiencing what he meant; a new self-acceptance, a sense that I had to be this mind and this body, its vices and virtues, and that I had no other chance or choice. It was an awareness of a new kind of potentiality, one very different from my old sense of the word, which had been based on the illusions of ambition. The mess of my life, the selfishnesses and false turnings and the treacheries, all these things could fall into place, they could become a source of construction rather than a source of chaos, and precisely because I had no other choice. It was certainly not a moment of new moral resolve, or anything like it. No doubt our accepting what we are must always inhibit our being what he ought to be; for all that, it felt like a step forward - and upward."

P.188

Feb. 12th, 2005 06:05 pm
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"Utram bibis? Aquam an undam?"
Which are you drinking? The water or the wave?

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